imdat celeste :v_nb: :v_tg: on Nostr: ... a little later ... while still cuddling naked ... Me: "Do you sometimes miss a ...

... a little later ... while still cuddling naked ...
Me: "Do you sometimes miss a cis het man as a (sexual) partner? I mean, I would understand that, I am just wondering, if ..."
Her: "I dunno. I thought about that, too, but what does it mean? A 'cis het man'? What would a 'real cis het man' mean for me now? A hairy man with a full beard? I have no idea what that'd mean..."
Me: "Well, I mean, you're in a catch, now, right? You don't and never liked a macho man, you were never really into a typical masculine man - afaik - and now you have this conundrum: either, it is a macho man, physique- and behavior-wise, or your first thought, if it is a friendly, kind, warmhearted man, would be 'is he maybe an enby?' - right?"
Her: "Well, that's the problem: I don't really know. I don't think I am ever interested in your 'typical manly man', my type was always different. And yes, the question is whether I was always into enbies or enby-types. Maybe ... who knows."
Me: "... "
Her: "... yeah, well, ... "
Me: "But you know you could try it out now, right? That question made me start thinking a few months ago and coming to the conclusion that I don't have the right ... you know? You remember?"
Her: "Yeah, I know."
Me: "... yeah."
Her: "I love you."
Me: "I love you, too - more than anything in the world."
Her: "Same, same!"