Shinmera on Nostr: This is exhausting to say but I'll say it just one more time for clarity's sake: I've ...

This is exhausting to say but I'll say it just one more time for clarity's sake: I've never performed self harm. I've never made a plan for suicide. I'm undergoing regular therapy and have been for over ten years. I'm medicated. I don't have depression. I have chronic mood swings. When it's bad I think I would rather not exist because the thoughts that course through my brain are a barrage of unpleasantness and nothing I can think of would guarantee me that this cycle is ever going to be broken.