Mariya Delano on Nostr: I lost a deal with a dream client last week. I’ve… been struggling to recover ...

I lost a deal with a dream client last week.

I’ve… been struggling to recover from that. My self-esteem is still shattered, and I don’t know how long it will take me until I feel confident enough to get on another sales call.

And that doubt brought back an old nemesis - “the dread". An awful feeling in the back of my mind. My brain reminding me of my trauma.

I wrote about dealing with this in my #newsletter:

https://www.admdnewsletter.com/p/marketing-has-felt-really-hard-lately

#work #marketing #writing #selfEsteem #PTSD