Gay Gayerson, the Gth on Nostr: YUP. When I was in that space, one of the things that kept me from going through with ...

YUP. When I was in that space, one of the things that kept me from going through with it was that I did not want to hurt my Mother. My Dad, at that time, hated him. But Mom would have been crushed, and everyone would have blamed her in some way.

At the time, my best friend was the family dog. And that little mutt was one of the other lights keeping me out of the dark.