foolish olivia :olivia_flag: on Nostr: i admire people who are comfortable in their neurodivergence. i still struggle with ...
i admire people who are comfortable in their neurodivergence. i still struggle with it a lot. i still mask a lot too. idk,, feels weird to say i hate being autistic cause i don't. it's some kinda weird place in the middle. i don't hate it, but i certainly don't love it. i still wish i would've been able to express myself when i was younger. all these autistic tendencies i just automatically shove down out of instinct. it'd be more accurate to say i don't hate being autistic but i hate that i don't know how to just let myself be autistic. too complex and complicated for me to figure out
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