Jennifer Kayla | Theogrin 🦊 on Nostr: npub149u8c…cnps4 For me, Robot Mode hurts even more, because I'm starting to ...
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For me, Robot Mode hurts even more, because I'm starting to realize I used to be in it all the time. Depersonalization and disassociation are two things a lot of trans and neurodivergent folks are good at, but that doesn't make it fun, and coming out of it puts me at the biggest energy deficit for hours.
Pushing through a mountain of order cancelations while fully me ironically hurts less, even if it's thankless and Sisyphean...
For me, Robot Mode hurts even more, because I'm starting to realize I used to be in it all the time. Depersonalization and disassociation are two things a lot of trans and neurodivergent folks are good at, but that doesn't make it fun, and coming out of it puts me at the biggest energy deficit for hours.
Pushing through a mountain of order cancelations while fully me ironically hurts less, even if it's thankless and Sisyphean...