Diyana on Nostr: Written Sep. 18 2020 I've sat and prayed in about 50 Ayahuaska ceremonies in the last ...
Written Sep. 18 2020
I've sat and prayed in about 50 Ayahuaska ceremonies in the last 5 years.
I have died and mourned my own death in many many all night journeys.
There have been a few deeper darker and more intense experiences when I have prayed to be shown and face the most hidden darkest places of my and our collective psyche.
But nothing EVER, even in the deepest darkest dives and laborious unwinding of roots deep underground of lineage and personal karma, or unlocking of infantile memories of psychic and sexually induced trauma, did I ever feel scared as I did the night I spoke this prayer out loud at the begining of ceremony:
"May the entity that is Glyphosate fully vanish from this Earth plane."
This was my one to last prayer ceremony I sat in and drank tea last fall and it was the very first and ONLY time that I felt I was about to drop cold dead on the spot. It was the only night I felt this scared for my life and actually felt to the core of my bones like I can be done and gone any second, experiencing the rapidly flooding my brain and exiting my limbs feeling of cold blood chilling my whole body.
The death entity that came through and hovered over me was very very very dark, tall, black swarm, great reaper like, cold, death affirming and scary.
It brought the general feeling and warning, "you have no idea who you're messing with".
Thank God, with good loving guidance and laying on the Earth, touching the living soil with my bare hands and grounding I returned back to my body and my center.
But I had successfully viscerally experienced the impact of this "entity" on the human and Earth body...
...that is at the root of the rotten structures that have latched their death centered tentacles around the Globe causing our human and Earth body to exponentially and rapidly decay inside out and outside in.
It was a chilling experience reflecting the scary and chilling reality we have chosen to slip into experiencing as a collective. (Not without the oblivious ignorance and greed of those in power open to malicious and naferious meddling)
It is a chilling feeling every time I think about how smothered this entity is all over everything the human body touches smells and eats. And how it's already killed and washed down the Mississippi River a third of the agricultural living soil of the US leaving only dead dirt behind.
In the morning of the ceremony in closing prayers I spoke three names outloud in the circle with the intention to imprint the field, bless their work in the world for the highest and best good and invite people to find them and get plugged in.
The names I mentioned are of my heros who impacted my expansion and brought deeper guidance on my dharmic path in 2019, whose work I believe is amongst some of the most important, empowering us to create the world we want to live in.
Dr. Zach Bush (for his work with the microbiome and the living soil, Farmers footprint and addressing the impact of Glyphosate on the Planet more than anyone else I have come across), Paul Stamets (for his bees feeder invention that has the potential to save the bees), and Daniel Schmachtenberger (for his sense making and mind expanding philosophical inquiry invitations and such).
It's a new moon in virgo (a current for setting intentions), I have not felt like sharing much lately but this evening I was actually already in bed trying to sleep when I was nudged to grab my device and share all of this.
May this sharing be an invitation, a planting of a seed with an intention, that grows your curiosity, and awakens your awareness and that of many others about the impact Glyphosate is having, on the quality of your life, the collapse of health and the most profound explosion of chronic disease in human history in the last 25 years, causing the extinctions of thousands of living beings and species. And may this be a call for you to take responsibility to do what you can and what is necessary to help eradicate it from this Earth field.
So many important issues are at hand currently.
But if we are to turn the clock on this 6th extinction event wiping out the human kind, this may indeed be one of the most important and biggest issues that need your immediate united warriorship, visionary leadership and passionate activism.
Prayers up!🌹🌠🕊️❤️🧿
jack (npub1sg6…f63m)
I've sat and prayed in about 50 Ayahuaska ceremonies in the last 5 years.
I have died and mourned my own death in many many all night journeys.
There have been a few deeper darker and more intense experiences when I have prayed to be shown and face the most hidden darkest places of my and our collective psyche.
But nothing EVER, even in the deepest darkest dives and laborious unwinding of roots deep underground of lineage and personal karma, or unlocking of infantile memories of psychic and sexually induced trauma, did I ever feel scared as I did the night I spoke this prayer out loud at the begining of ceremony:
"May the entity that is Glyphosate fully vanish from this Earth plane."
This was my one to last prayer ceremony I sat in and drank tea last fall and it was the very first and ONLY time that I felt I was about to drop cold dead on the spot. It was the only night I felt this scared for my life and actually felt to the core of my bones like I can be done and gone any second, experiencing the rapidly flooding my brain and exiting my limbs feeling of cold blood chilling my whole body.
The death entity that came through and hovered over me was very very very dark, tall, black swarm, great reaper like, cold, death affirming and scary.
It brought the general feeling and warning, "you have no idea who you're messing with".
Thank God, with good loving guidance and laying on the Earth, touching the living soil with my bare hands and grounding I returned back to my body and my center.
But I had successfully viscerally experienced the impact of this "entity" on the human and Earth body...
...that is at the root of the rotten structures that have latched their death centered tentacles around the Globe causing our human and Earth body to exponentially and rapidly decay inside out and outside in.
It was a chilling experience reflecting the scary and chilling reality we have chosen to slip into experiencing as a collective. (Not without the oblivious ignorance and greed of those in power open to malicious and naferious meddling)
It is a chilling feeling every time I think about how smothered this entity is all over everything the human body touches smells and eats. And how it's already killed and washed down the Mississippi River a third of the agricultural living soil of the US leaving only dead dirt behind.
In the morning of the ceremony in closing prayers I spoke three names outloud in the circle with the intention to imprint the field, bless their work in the world for the highest and best good and invite people to find them and get plugged in.
The names I mentioned are of my heros who impacted my expansion and brought deeper guidance on my dharmic path in 2019, whose work I believe is amongst some of the most important, empowering us to create the world we want to live in.
Dr. Zach Bush (for his work with the microbiome and the living soil, Farmers footprint and addressing the impact of Glyphosate on the Planet more than anyone else I have come across), Paul Stamets (for his bees feeder invention that has the potential to save the bees), and Daniel Schmachtenberger (for his sense making and mind expanding philosophical inquiry invitations and such).
It's a new moon in virgo (a current for setting intentions), I have not felt like sharing much lately but this evening I was actually already in bed trying to sleep when I was nudged to grab my device and share all of this.
May this sharing be an invitation, a planting of a seed with an intention, that grows your curiosity, and awakens your awareness and that of many others about the impact Glyphosate is having, on the quality of your life, the collapse of health and the most profound explosion of chronic disease in human history in the last 25 years, causing the extinctions of thousands of living beings and species. And may this be a call for you to take responsibility to do what you can and what is necessary to help eradicate it from this Earth field.
So many important issues are at hand currently.
But if we are to turn the clock on this 6th extinction event wiping out the human kind, this may indeed be one of the most important and biggest issues that need your immediate united warriorship, visionary leadership and passionate activism.
Prayers up!🌹🌠🕊️❤️🧿
jack (npub1sg6…f63m)