Cetraria on Nostr: We're in the weird middle point where my spouse is in the ER and has a bed in a ...

We're in the weird middle point where my spouse is in the ER and has a bed in a different facility that he needs to get transported to. Will he get there, or will he freak out again and walk home against medical orders? Time will tell.

It sounds like they kept him calm and he got some sleep, which is better than what happened last time. I'm just having to let go, knowing there's nothing I can do to keep him Covid-safe from here. We'll just have to deal with the consequences when he's released.

I'm exhausted and don't know what our future holds, or whether he will even want to come home after all this. He was screaming mad when he left for the hospital.

I don't know if my whole life is about to change very drastically. I'm trying to just concentrate on resting while I can.