Alecs Ștefănescu on Nostr: i caught myself thinking, this weekend, that there was a interesting idea i wanted to ...

i caught myself thinking, this weekend, that there was a interesting idea i wanted to express over here. and then, i caught myself thinking "oh, nobody reads this in the weekend". as though i was doing some sort of outreach / social media work / as though the "numbers" mattered. i wish i could scrub this "intuition" from my brain entirely. this is how the focus mindset poisons our minds and our interactions. :( sometimes i am in awe of just how much stuff i disagree with lives under my skin