CodeWarrior on Nostr: Work yet to commence... Gaining ground (literally) (maybe)... Afraid tho... So much ...
Work yet to commence...
Gaining ground (literally) (maybe)... Afraid tho...
So much doubt right now...
Not sure if it makes any sense to start working again...
It was difficult to stop. But it was pointless.
Now it's difficult to start. Because it still feels pointless.
If I get back in, months will fly by pointlessly. What of life?
What of money? Unrealistic???
There are only about 5 ways to make money (if you're average).
In my case, very well might be 0.
I need a backup plan. I have a backup plan.
Mom hates my backup plan (sad face).
Constant stream of negativity coming from her.
I'm starting to think there is no reasoning behind ANYTHING
she EVER says, it's all just a disordered heap of talking points
designed to MANIPULATE.
Gaining ground (literally) (maybe)... Afraid tho...
So much doubt right now...
Not sure if it makes any sense to start working again...
It was difficult to stop. But it was pointless.
Now it's difficult to start. Because it still feels pointless.
If I get back in, months will fly by pointlessly. What of life?
What of money? Unrealistic???
There are only about 5 ways to make money (if you're average).
In my case, very well might be 0.
I need a backup plan. I have a backup plan.
Mom hates my backup plan (sad face).
Constant stream of negativity coming from her.
I'm starting to think there is no reasoning behind ANYTHING
she EVER says, it's all just a disordered heap of talking points
designed to MANIPULATE.