Ellia Ivy McLeod on Nostr: I really fucking wish I had just one friend. Someone that had my back, someone to ...

I really fucking wish I had just one friend. Someone that had my back, someone to text, call, meet for coffee, stay up with and talk all night, hold me while I cried.
I've been that for so many. I'm always the strong one, the one there for others, when is it my turn? When do I get to be weak and sad and have someone be there for me like I've been there for so many others?