CrimeaRiver on Nostr: Why the fuck do I have this feeling that killing myself would actually be a fix to my ...

Why the fuck do I have this feeling that killing myself would actually be a fix to my problems?

And it's not like I have crazy problems.

My job sucks. Check.
My wife wants nothing to do with me, except as an income. Check.
My kids are teens and don't want to hang with me anymore. Check.

But I make stupid money, I'm debt free, and give my kids everything I never had.

I just have an empty job, empty relationships, no friends, and a faith that is hanging on by a thread.