Miranda :flag_transgender:🐙 on Nostr: Fuck trauma and fuck being broken. I know I'm that way for a reason, and that reason ...
Fuck trauma and fuck being broken.
I know I'm that way for a reason, and that reason is not my fault. I know I shouldn't hate it, because it's hating myself, and that is exactly the opposite of healing. And it only makes things worse.
I try to accept. To be gentle, to be understanding to myself, to heal, step by step, with my therapist's help, with my lovers and friends' love and acceptance. And most of the time, it works.
Still, healing is not linear, it's three steps forward and two backwards, and it hurts. And I could be so much more. If only. It makes me rage.
I know I'm that way for a reason, and that reason is not my fault. I know I shouldn't hate it, because it's hating myself, and that is exactly the opposite of healing. And it only makes things worse.
I try to accept. To be gentle, to be understanding to myself, to heal, step by step, with my therapist's help, with my lovers and friends' love and acceptance. And most of the time, it works.
Still, healing is not linear, it's three steps forward and two backwards, and it hurts. And I could be so much more. If only. It makes me rage.