Leah :neocat_blush_hide: :v_trans: on Nostr: lack of time and burnout and the fact the more work I put into it the less views I ...

lack of time and burnout and the fact the more work I put into it the less views I seemed to get. I could never make sense of it but it felt like youtube was punishing me lol. And if I do return I gotta figure out what to do with being trans now and all that. Can make a whole B plot of becoming a girl or something silly or I can try again on another channel... maybe youtube wont hate me this time. Who knows. I just need the time and space for it