Simetra on Nostr: After 1 year since I had some seizures and totally refused to get any kind of ...
After 1 year since I had some seizures and totally refused to get any kind of medicamentation, today I took a pill. In those intense moments, I was pondering so abrtuptly whether to take it or not like it was a matter of life and death. Literally. But last week has been almost unbearable. They say Devil is in the details, be aware how big small things can get in order to paralyze..
Anyways, the point is, I realized that these pills are offering a temporary support, substituting the emotional talk, the head on the shoulder, the calm reassurance in times when our mind just gets out of track. The human connection. I had to take the pill because there was no other way.. Still, I think how much of the population does it on a regular basis, finding support in pills or medicinal plants. Are we really failing eachother to this extent? So many of us and yet so incapable o trusting, opening and leaning on each other when we hit rock bottom. Are we too proud to ask? Are we too scared of fear?
Anyways, the point is, I realized that these pills are offering a temporary support, substituting the emotional talk, the head on the shoulder, the calm reassurance in times when our mind just gets out of track. The human connection. I had to take the pill because there was no other way.. Still, I think how much of the population does it on a regular basis, finding support in pills or medicinal plants. Are we really failing eachother to this extent? So many of us and yet so incapable o trusting, opening and leaning on each other when we hit rock bottom. Are we too proud to ask? Are we too scared of fear?