Kemperfi on Nostr: Has anyone else lost ambition for a spell? I think all I want to do is just screw off ...

Has anyone else lost ambition for a spell? I think all I want to do is just screw off all the time.

But then I feel guilty and bad about myself. So I try to get being ambitious again to no avail. WTH?

This is somewhat new. I used to just get after stuff and get things done.