eurodale on Nostr: I don't want to pretend like I'm unreservedly happy right now. I organized ...

I don't want to pretend like I'm unreservedly happy right now.

I organized Scandinavia's first #Bitcoin conference and fucked up the budget really bad. Got depressed and stupidly found brief comfort in drugs. Having suddenly lost so many hard earned sats I had held for years made it feel like nothing mattered anymore. Before I knew it, I had wasted what little I had left in a self-destructive spiral. I will never be able to earn them back and I still wake up with a panic attack every few nights. My kids keep me going, but also racked with guilt 😔

I'll never stop stackin' though and I'm never spending another sat in my life!