Imaginary Friend ☠️ on Nostr: I really wish I knew what I did in my life (or past lives) to be deserving of so much ...

I really wish I knew what I did in my life (or past lives) to be deserving of so much emotional pain.

Sometimes I miss the antidepressants because at least then I didn't feel anything. No physical pain from being so hurt inside. No headaches from crying.

I love spending all my time alone, smoking alone.
Nobody ever texts me. Nobody ever calls my phone.
He doesn't even smoke with me anymore, but I've always felt like a second option..

#depression #sad #lonely #adhd #audhd #actuallyautistic