The Ides Of Evelyn on Nostr: “Living for myself” would mean- to me, when in an emotional state involving ...

“Living for myself” would mean- to me, when in an emotional state involving suicidal ideation*- making myself into exactly the sort a selfish person unworthy of existence that my early religious educators had (presumably inadvertently) trained to fear that I am.

FWIW, Ricki, I’d miss the hell out of you if you weren’t here. ❤️🛟🫂

*tbc, this is not necessarily what “living for oneself” means in any other context, for me or for anyone else