nerdybutcute on Nostr: i spent years thinking that i wasn't "really" trans i "wanted to be" a girl i hated ...

i spent years thinking that i wasn't "really" trans

i "wanted to be" a girl

i hated "being" a boy

i fantasized about magic or science that could change my body

but somehow i still thought i wasn't "really" trans

bc i didn't say it

(scared)

and didn't transition

(super scared)

but i was ALWAYS trans

even before i transitioned

even before i said it

even before i knew the word

there's no legal amount of pride merch you have to own before you're 'really' trans

you are trans enough