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Ello sweet and lovely Friendos š
Sorry...
I have no idea why I feel like I do now...
Exhausted.
Insecure.
Weak.
Beaten.
I know it's the autism not doing the change thing well. I know it's all the things I've been dealing with, leading up to an autistic burnout. But... I can't give up now!
I need to be strong. I need to get through this. I need to get it done. After all is done and dusted... Then I can recover.
So I'm sorry for being more weird than usual. For being less happy/silly than usual. For being less online and writing toots like these...
In about 5 weeks... Most of the hard work, and biggest changes, will have happened. Then, hopefully, I can make my new house a home. Then I can settle into a new routine. But yeah... Five weeks seem like a lifetime when feeling like I do now...
Thank you for your sweet messages! Your support keeps me going...
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#PixysJourney
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