Mariia Sydoruk on Nostr: Well, today I heard a missile hitting an ordinary apartment block very close to me ...

Well, today I heard a missile hitting an ordinary apartment block very close to me for the first time in my life, and it was horrible. It shouldn't be like that. People don't deserve to die like that. It's totally wrong that people on the next street from mine are dying under rubble, while I'm still at home, relatively safe. Those people aren't different, they aren't worse than us, they didn't do anything to deserve such a fate, except for living in Ukraine. It could actually be my house today, but it wasn't. I could have died because I didn't go to a shelter and decided to stay at home. Those people chose to stay at home as well, and now they are dead. Now most people stay at home just because we get air raid alerts so often that everyone has gotten used to them and now it's only some kind of inconvenience. Everything about it is wrong, the fact that we can't do anything is wrong, the fact that people are dying because they are Ukrainians is wrong. And the worst thing is that it doesn't seem to be over soon. But there are people who live closer to the eastern part and they get missiles much more often. Do they really deserv to live under this pressure and stress all the time?

I'm sorry for such a messy post.