Urusan on Nostr: What's changed is that in my personal life I'm exhausted all the time right now by my ...
What's changed is that in my personal life I'm exhausted all the time right now by my workload.
As a result I'm unable to keep up with the stuff I built earlier and it inevitably has decayed, that's just the nature of the platform.
It's a less fun/engaging experience once you've fallen off the treadmill.
This was initially somewhat distressing, but then at some point veered into "why did I even build this in the first place?" Did I do this simply because that's what I was trained to do?
As a result I'm unable to keep up with the stuff I built earlier and it inevitably has decayed, that's just the nature of the platform.
It's a less fun/engaging experience once you've fallen off the treadmill.
This was initially somewhat distressing, but then at some point veered into "why did I even build this in the first place?" Did I do this simply because that's what I was trained to do?