ninja8tyu on Nostr: i haven't slept for 2 straight days, suicidal thoughts overwhelm me, and my entire ...

i haven't slept for 2 straight days, suicidal thoughts overwhelm me, and my entire right leg up to my hips are in a numb pain

i thought i came up with a solution to my problems; going outside and meeting new people, but after looking into it, that wouldn't work

i don't even know what the fuck i want out of this life anymore, but it feels like my body has decided to give up on itself