JeffGrimesArt on Nostr: I'm keeping my nose to my projects as best I can too. I'm just trying my best not to ...
I'm keeping my nose to my projects as best I can too. I'm just trying my best not to numb my emotions no matter how painful they are.
I'm 46 days clean now from my addiction, and I had to bear the full weight of my loneliness through Christmas. Thing is, since I know what I actually crave now: Affection, attention and common ground, it makes turning pornography away much easier, because it doesn't actually fill the void.
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