myrmepropagandist on Nostr: I was subscribed to your newsletter, ready to wait for the next big drop. Resigned to ...

I was subscribed to your newsletter, ready to wait for the next big drop. Resigned to the consumerist banality of a transactional relationship- and I’d made my peace with being morally gray, feeling too small for any protest or objection I might make to matter. You would get paid, I would satiate my need for the sublime elsewhere.

But, well, I can’t even manage this minimal level of participation. I’d rather cut off my arm and not metaphorically. I *would* rather die.