Dr. Unabart :vepi: :jrbd: on Nostr: npub1vewys…d9uuj I had people ask me if my drinking was related to trauma. Because ...

npub1vewyszxz6z7gsrpzl7gtq3s5cf7ajhvhyawd0mlc2repzrhx54rs4d9uuj (npub1vew…9uuj) I had people ask me if my drinking was related to trauma. Because I guess heavy drinking is all related to emotional or personality issues. But no, I just liked being fucked up. I still do. But I can’t because the next few days are ruined and it was taking a serious toll on my health. So, that was that. Had no withdrawals, don’t need meetings, don’t celebrate milestones, still go to the pub. Maybe someday I’ll be responsible enough to enjoy it casually, but I seriously doubt it.