Tomsabb on Nostr: The day when I started seeing myself as a spiritual being in a human avatar was the ...

The day when I started seeing myself as a spiritual being in a human avatar was the most important day in my life. I was quietly battling with a lot of confusion and dilemmas all through my journey about my true identity. Whenever I got bogged down with fear or greed, I ended up doing things I had to regret. But I didn't stop looking inwards and asking the tough questions I needed to ask myself from a vantage point. It is those answers that welled up from inner soul that often threw me out of gear and spin me with confusion and dilemmas. The agony of the dark nights of the soul was excruciating. The answers to my life and death questions never fitted with the norms and milieu of the social fabric in which i was living. Every intelligent answer saw me receding from the status quo and quietly stepping into the unknown. I was not quite comfortable to begin with. But, the adventure was more and more tranquilizing and rewarding as I traversed the unknown territory. I met angels who appeared whenever I needed help. They were available to me even before I asked for help. They might have saved me from many potholes and pitfalls. I still had many lessons to learn. They are angles of light that brighten my pathways to a field of better vision and clarity. My heart is beating with rhythms of love and compassion for the entire humanity.