whoever relays stuff 🇵🇸🏴☠️🇺🇲 on Nostr: Double replying again to give another way of looking at it - 3 years ago, she had a ...
Double replying again to give another way of looking at it -
3 years ago, she had a chance at getting me to forget all about her. She could have simply sent me to go obsess over some other woman from my past.
2 years and 11 months ago, it was too late to make me stop thinking about her a lot for the rest of my life, but she could have still gotten me to shut up about it for the rest of my life and go pretend to obsess over some other woman from my past, because I was already so obsessive before meeting her.
2 years ago, this constant panic had gone on too long and it was too late to stop me from trying to get her to talk to me for the rest of my life, but she could still have really easily had me to try to include other people and areas of interest in my life to help distract myself from her.
Once she followed through on threatening to disappear to make me stay scared, it stopped feeling like I'm ever going to be able to focus on anyone or anything else no matter what.
3 years ago, she had a chance at getting me to forget all about her. She could have simply sent me to go obsess over some other woman from my past.
2 years and 11 months ago, it was too late to make me stop thinking about her a lot for the rest of my life, but she could have still gotten me to shut up about it for the rest of my life and go pretend to obsess over some other woman from my past, because I was already so obsessive before meeting her.
2 years ago, this constant panic had gone on too long and it was too late to stop me from trying to get her to talk to me for the rest of my life, but she could still have really easily had me to try to include other people and areas of interest in my life to help distract myself from her.
Once she followed through on threatening to disappear to make me stay scared, it stopped feeling like I'm ever going to be able to focus on anyone or anything else no matter what.