nobody on Nostr: I'm not sad, but the boys who are looking for sad girls always find me. I'm not a ...

I'm not sad, but the boys who are looking for sad girls always find me. I'm not a girl anymore and I'm not sad anymore.
You want me to be a tragic backdrop so that you can appear to be illuminated, so that people can say 'Wow, isn't he so terribly brave to love a girl who is so obviously sad?' You think I'll be the dark sky so you can be the star? I'll swallow you whole.