Anthropy :verified_dragon: on Nostr: yes, I was basically unable to do anything for 1-2 years, I slept at least one whole ...

yes, I was basically unable to do anything for 1-2 years, I slept at least one whole year away, 2014 is a backhole, and it took a lot of effort and slow reintegration to get back, I had a slow job on purpose for years to recover further, it's now sort of better, but it indeed does feel like the damage you create is permanent.