Miakoda on Nostr: I wonder what being allistic feels like. I watch them. Some are worse than others, ...

I wonder what being allistic feels like. I watch them. Some are worse than others, they're not all horrid, but... they tend to just not to even glance around for a solution.
I've driven an hour for a guy who just needed to knock the crumbs from his keyboard, or another who just needed to plug in power.
Sure, things don't flow as expected I might melt... but they hit something unexpected and just... stop thinking. Just "Oh, this is how it is. Better call for help".
What does that feel like?