okihas on Nostr: Restless In search for wisdom, In search for truth, I’m wandering the world, but ...

Restless

In search for wisdom,
In search for truth,
I’m wandering the world,
but stop at no booth.
I should know what to do,
I should know how to act,
but all the noise
keeps me in distract.
I fear being alone,
I fear being with friends,
and all I am doing,
is tieing my hands.
I want to be sovereign,
I want to be free,
but wherever I go,
I rely on help by thee.
Will I ever arrive?
Will I learn to survive?
Or will the path of resistance
slowly crumble my persistence,
until I am convenient
with being obedient.