The Gaptangle on Nostr: npub189nhq…fsatx If you don't want to be them you're automatically wrong to them ...

npub189nhq0cw33243htm08c53vjvgc5letv7d9sgqtgqsn6fnx6dv8zs0fsatx (npub189n…satx) If you don't want to be them you're automatically wrong to them and they will literally make shit up. All the time. Someone they've decided to hate, you'll say they went to the store, and they'll go to their friend later and say, that person went behind the convenience store to get some crack. Like they'll just lie through their teeth and you get guilt tripped for centuries if you call them on it. Especially if you're related. Once I told my white centric family I wasn't falling for their soul sucking life destroying violating capitalist bullshit, I just got guilted and cried at for years, they had my sick grandmother call to cry and tell me about how she wanted so much for my life yadda yadda yadda. They literally just upset this poor gentle old lady with a couple of years left just to hurt *me*, not even because of anything she did. It's pathetic, and horrible, they will literally use anything to make you feel lower. Anything. Their own vulnerability? Just a tool to make someone else suffer with. Someone else's? Well they practically think others' vulnerability belongs to them and that you're a horrible mean person if you say no. I'm sorry I ranted. I'm just so tired. This was all stuff I suspected when I was tiny. And to find out in the end every one of my instincts had always been right, and they were only so violent because they were trying to stamp them out of me, not because they ever cared. They couldn't love if they tried, I don't think and I used to spend most of my waking life in their presences so if anyone would know whether they're capable of love...