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I Don't Wanna Be Here by MOOKY
https://feeds.rssblue.com/i-dont-wanna-be-here
This track is powerful and many of us can relate. Ever sat there feeling worthless and shit, bringing everyone down around you? Can you shake that feeling like you wanna end it all?
Cause maybe all it takes is the right one to save you. Take the gun from your hand and put a light in your heart. Make you realize you don't wanna kill yourself
At all at all at all at all...
Lyrics:
I'm like fuck this town and like everyone in it,
I know I said I would but you pressured me to it,
as months pass by and you hate me more
guess i learned to sleep on the kitchen floor
Screaming why you only like me when I’m drunk
maybe because it’s the only time I feel like I’m enough
I could lift the fucking lid off of my brain and spill my guts
and a billion little thoughts would choke the air out of my lungs
thinking bout these
Moral fits, having kids, kissing every toilet lid
I’m a mess your caress only thing that helps me rest
I’ve been stressed you been saying I should see a therapist
I’ve been saying maybe I just need some fucking rest
Cause
I don’t think I wanna be here at all at all at all at all
I don’t wanna be here at all at all at all at all
Two hearts in the rearview mirror
and now my rubber chicken neck is stretching over the years
I’m looking back on all the times would I face my fear
or would I set it all on fire with the love and the pills
All the love lost
and the pain caused
with my grams gone
and my brain fogged
I’m so withdrawn
and I miss mom
My friends will spread the love and the peace
maybe I should find a little in me
But would my family take me back and would they get my loss,
would they help me be better man forget my past
would I ever shake the feeling I should end it all
with a single fucking bullet right to my skull
No more nicotine queens and 40 mil beans
spending nights just capping on screens to feel more seen
I made a lying routine to all my queens
told em I was in love to feel something but
I don’t think I wanna be here at all at all at all at all
I don’t wanna be here at all at all at all at all
You pulled the gun from my hand
put the light in my heart
showed me I had a friend
you made me wanna find god
you tore the roof off of me
you helped me look for help
you made me realize that I don’t wanna kill myself
at all at all at all at all at all at at all at all at all at all
#demu #MOOKY #music #newmusic
I Don't Wanna Be Here by MOOKY
https://feeds.rssblue.com/i-dont-wanna-be-here
This track is powerful and many of us can relate. Ever sat there feeling worthless and shit, bringing everyone down around you? Can you shake that feeling like you wanna end it all?
Cause maybe all it takes is the right one to save you. Take the gun from your hand and put a light in your heart. Make you realize you don't wanna kill yourself
At all at all at all at all...
Lyrics:
I'm like fuck this town and like everyone in it,
I know I said I would but you pressured me to it,
as months pass by and you hate me more
guess i learned to sleep on the kitchen floor
Screaming why you only like me when I’m drunk
maybe because it’s the only time I feel like I’m enough
I could lift the fucking lid off of my brain and spill my guts
and a billion little thoughts would choke the air out of my lungs
thinking bout these
Moral fits, having kids, kissing every toilet lid
I’m a mess your caress only thing that helps me rest
I’ve been stressed you been saying I should see a therapist
I’ve been saying maybe I just need some fucking rest
Cause
I don’t think I wanna be here at all at all at all at all
I don’t wanna be here at all at all at all at all
Two hearts in the rearview mirror
and now my rubber chicken neck is stretching over the years
I’m looking back on all the times would I face my fear
or would I set it all on fire with the love and the pills
All the love lost
and the pain caused
with my grams gone
and my brain fogged
I’m so withdrawn
and I miss mom
My friends will spread the love and the peace
maybe I should find a little in me
But would my family take me back and would they get my loss,
would they help me be better man forget my past
would I ever shake the feeling I should end it all
with a single fucking bullet right to my skull
No more nicotine queens and 40 mil beans
spending nights just capping on screens to feel more seen
I made a lying routine to all my queens
told em I was in love to feel something but
I don’t think I wanna be here at all at all at all at all
I don’t wanna be here at all at all at all at all
You pulled the gun from my hand
put the light in my heart
showed me I had a friend
you made me wanna find god
you tore the roof off of me
you helped me look for help
you made me realize that I don’t wanna kill myself
at all at all at all at all at all at at all at all at all at all
#demu #MOOKY #music #newmusic