:catnoearsstache: :colorcat: Mister Lister :colorcat: :catnoearsstache: on Nostr: mAYBE i JUST NEED to accept the fact that I will never move on As shitty as it is to ...

mAYBE i JUST NEED to accept the fact that I will never move on
As shitty as it is to be in a relationship with her she is a good mom and she did alot for me and still continues to do alot for me
im in so much pain because it shouldnt work and she's told me that she doesnt want to put me through that again
but the worst part is
the fucking worst part
is that after all of this
im willing to go through with it again
even if i know it probably wont work
im willing to go through with it again cause i cant stand seeing her like this
i would like to think it would stop if we just worked it out
i fucking hate that shes making me cry again
i fucking love her so much why can she do this to me i want it to stop