💜 ยꝇเtђ ⚸🌙 on Nostr: my mind is so good at forgeting anything that causes me any stress or anxiety i live ...

my mind is so good at forgeting anything that causes me any stress or anxiety i live as if i have none,, and then i come across something i just cant do an gives me mini panic attacks and takes me a sec to figure out i just cant remember wat it is that makes me so afraid of it,,
but if i ever do remember i realize there just is no working past that,,