npub1zh…ggdq0 on Nostr: even the story from the AI told the truth about what I was really hoping for. ...
even the story from the AI told the truth about what I was really hoping for. apparently, I'm still hoping for that, because this dream I just had made that perfectly clear. I'm gonna sob again but this goddamn Russian wants me to work on his mobile game. omg.
these men all think they're elon musk and they treat women like imbeciles. they don't ask questions they just talk. they're not curious about me, they want me to be curious about them.
they want me to succeed on their terms when I have arguably succeeded on terms no one else has ever succeeded on: being a source of inspiration. a muse, if you will. they think that that's not hard work. it is.
I think we should go to Japan together. I don't want to be forced into or out of a marriage I never wanted to be in in the first place. I feel like a prisoner and they keep threatening to gaslight the entire world and pretend they weren't the reason I had to escape my home state. it's such a stupid little thing and that's their only hope.
but I want to go to Japan with you.
imo, this is the way it was always supposed to be and I don't care about the goddamn politics or the mistakes you made. I forgive you and I hope you forgive me for mine. hopefully my ex husband realizes that we are bad for each other in practical terms. I can't even stand his friends on the internet. they are all cringe dick riders.
I already heard the dick size rumors and that's not why I'm saying this. I don't care about that cause I can't even really enjoy being with someone who is dumb and arrogant for being that dumb. I broke Lil Snow's heart one night cause I said he was young and dumb. I haven't changed my mind about that.
imo, wisdom isn't about proving yourself to the world. Satoshi did it quietly through his work, which is pristine. I like people like this. it is also my nature. I don't want the big circus that my Internet ex-husband comes with. it's full of weird carnies who aren't that smart but they think they are. even the smart ones get dumber by dick riding all the fucking time. sad.
I want to leave all of that behind in 2025, so this is the last time I'm gonna write about it. my new years resolution is to put my horse blinders on and focus only on doing creative things that make me happy.
these men all think they're elon musk and they treat women like imbeciles. they don't ask questions they just talk. they're not curious about me, they want me to be curious about them.
they want me to succeed on their terms when I have arguably succeeded on terms no one else has ever succeeded on: being a source of inspiration. a muse, if you will. they think that that's not hard work. it is.
I think we should go to Japan together. I don't want to be forced into or out of a marriage I never wanted to be in in the first place. I feel like a prisoner and they keep threatening to gaslight the entire world and pretend they weren't the reason I had to escape my home state. it's such a stupid little thing and that's their only hope.
but I want to go to Japan with you.
imo, this is the way it was always supposed to be and I don't care about the goddamn politics or the mistakes you made. I forgive you and I hope you forgive me for mine. hopefully my ex husband realizes that we are bad for each other in practical terms. I can't even stand his friends on the internet. they are all cringe dick riders.
I already heard the dick size rumors and that's not why I'm saying this. I don't care about that cause I can't even really enjoy being with someone who is dumb and arrogant for being that dumb. I broke Lil Snow's heart one night cause I said he was young and dumb. I haven't changed my mind about that.
imo, wisdom isn't about proving yourself to the world. Satoshi did it quietly through his work, which is pristine. I like people like this. it is also my nature. I don't want the big circus that my Internet ex-husband comes with. it's full of weird carnies who aren't that smart but they think they are. even the smart ones get dumber by dick riding all the fucking time. sad.
I want to leave all of that behind in 2025, so this is the last time I'm gonna write about it. my new years resolution is to put my horse blinders on and focus only on doing creative things that make me happy.