bazkie, prolific femboy on Nostr: I'm sad, I really like my date and she likes me, but I keep bumping into our energy ...

I'm sad, I really like my date and she likes me, but I keep bumping into our energy mismatch.. she has ADHD and I am very quickly socially tired, so I end up feeling physically ill the day after a date.

Also I feel kinda not heard by her in conversation, tho I know in her heart she's interested, because in mail conversations she is really interested. So she can't help it..

I wanted to make it work but I'm scared that's not really realistic we're gonna talk about it tomorrow..

I hate that I made her sad because she has always had people shitting on her personality for being chaotic and I don't want to make her feel like that..

Also I feel bad because I rarely meet someone who's also attracted to me despite of me being gender soup, so I'm scared if we stop dating, I might stay alone forever..

But that's not a good reason to continue dating.. meh!!