The Beebz :verifiedplural: on Nostr: Honestly I think I should weed more often... I usually am pretty careful and you ...
Honestly I think I should weed more often... I usually am pretty careful and you could never have claimed I was addicted to booze or smoking or anything, been kind of a straight edge in that regard.
But like, I have legit a *medicinal* card and it's like, literally very helpful and I'm also even more "productive" when I take it. Why should I look at it with stigma and hesitation? I know this sounds like the beginning of me trying to rationalize substance abuse, but I dont think most people rlly understand.
First of all I don't smoke it, I take oil tinctures which is under my tongue. Second, it relaxes me to the extent that the way it describes how I feel is basically the way I felt when I was at my happiest, before all the trauma truly set it. It helps me feel real, it helps me have less pain. It even allows me to do things I struggle to do while sober.
Of course I know my limit too like I don't think I've ever been blasted in a situation I shouldn't have been. Its not taking over my whole life. So i think its only fair right?
But like, I have legit a *medicinal* card and it's like, literally very helpful and I'm also even more "productive" when I take it. Why should I look at it with stigma and hesitation? I know this sounds like the beginning of me trying to rationalize substance abuse, but I dont think most people rlly understand.
First of all I don't smoke it, I take oil tinctures which is under my tongue. Second, it relaxes me to the extent that the way it describes how I feel is basically the way I felt when I was at my happiest, before all the trauma truly set it. It helps me feel real, it helps me have less pain. It even allows me to do things I struggle to do while sober.
Of course I know my limit too like I don't think I've ever been blasted in a situation I shouldn't have been. Its not taking over my whole life. So i think its only fair right?