Creative! Queer!! Autistic!!! on Nostr: Sometimes I have this sense that my life is moving forward, I feel momentum, and I ...

Sometimes I have this sense that my life is moving forward, I feel momentum, and I feel so happy… and then the feeling fades and I drop down into despair…
But the thing is: nothing “happened” to trigger the good feeling. Nothing “happened” to trigger the bad feeling.
I haven’t made any new gains or suffered any new losses.

Where does that good feeling come from, and why does it leave?

How can I make it stay?

And I don’t know if this is an #ActuallyAutistic thing, or a #depression thing, or just a me thing, or simply a human thing!
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