Faye on Nostr: Honestly kind of shocked at how hard I find changing desks. The new one is just... ...
Honestly kind of shocked at how hard I find changing desks. The new one is just... Better. But the old one was the first real thing I bought myself that made me feel that I'd "made it". So moving on is tough. So much first world problems. I feel like I don't deserve this.
Car's working but only for limited use, with a lot of faff required and specialist visits. That always makes me fall apart. Hashtag-fifteen-minute-cities-please.
And "worst" of all I've had someone signal that I might iminently be promoted, and JFC I'd just gotten into the headspace of not caring about that. Now I'm all the anxiety of worrying that it'll cause team mates with less experience but more domain knowledge to start looking elsewhere, or that I won't be healthy enough for it. Etc.
I'm just aiming to have... Nothing happen for a month or two at this point. All of this is first world problems and luxury suffering compared to what a lot of people are going through.
Car's working but only for limited use, with a lot of faff required and specialist visits. That always makes me fall apart. Hashtag-fifteen-minute-cities-please.
And "worst" of all I've had someone signal that I might iminently be promoted, and JFC I'd just gotten into the headspace of not caring about that. Now I'm all the anxiety of worrying that it'll cause team mates with less experience but more domain knowledge to start looking elsewhere, or that I won't be healthy enough for it. Etc.
I'm just aiming to have... Nothing happen for a month or two at this point. All of this is first world problems and luxury suffering compared to what a lot of people are going through.