Trash Panda on Nostr: I'm the first to say that if something if fun, then it's not pointless. I always ...

I'm the first to say that if something if fun, then it's not pointless. I always encourage people to do what they like when I see then thinking it's wasted time.
But lately I'm going through a time that comes to haunt me occasionally.
I feel like nothing I do has purpose, meaning and I can't find enjoyment in most things. I keep looking for something, not knowing what it is and not finding it anyway.
Very few things cheer me up, and even then it doesn't last.
I feel hollow, empty.
Being neurospicy sucks.