Shashue 🌳🛖⛰️ on Nostr: I woke up last night and took a full breath. It was at that moment (about 2 am'ish) ...
I woke up last night and took a full breath.
It was at that moment (about 2 am'ish) that I realized I hadn't taken a full, deep breath in normal course since last December.
That's about the time my mom's doctors were ringing the alarm bells. While the strokes didn't happen until March, the relaxed breathing stopped a few months prior to that.
I can breath freely now bc I know my mom will be ok.
If I turn my attention away from her for a few hours, she's not going to have another stroke.
This is not to suggest I can go home and leave her.
But it does mean that I can figure something out sans the stress and accompanying anxiety.
#rams #stuffs
It was at that moment (about 2 am'ish) that I realized I hadn't taken a full, deep breath in normal course since last December.
That's about the time my mom's doctors were ringing the alarm bells. While the strokes didn't happen until March, the relaxed breathing stopped a few months prior to that.
I can breath freely now bc I know my mom will be ok.
If I turn my attention away from her for a few hours, she's not going to have another stroke.
This is not to suggest I can go home and leave her.
But it does mean that I can figure something out sans the stress and accompanying anxiety.
#rams #stuffs