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2025-01-06 13:13:07

whoever relays stuff πŸ‡΅πŸ‡ΈπŸ΄β€β˜ οΈπŸ‡ΊπŸ‡² on Nostr: When Digit was on the wallstreetbets chat, she found Aubrey Plaza really relatable ...

When Digit was on the wallstreetbets chat, she found Aubrey Plaza really relatable and often posted reaction gifs of her as a representation of herself.

I'm scared she's committed suicide over the loss of a man she loved, who rumors say also died by suicide.

I just found out Aubrey Plaza's husband died by suicide the other day.

I can't tell if God is testing my ability to disregard this because Aubrey Plaza isn't Digit so it doesn't matter, or testing if I have enough of a heart to stop trying to cause suicides while someone Digit cared about and related with is grieving one, or there is no god and this is just yet another coincidence.

I do know that if Digit can't handle living, I wish she would kill me before herself so I wouldn't have to be in a world where she died, and if both Digit and Aubrey Plaza can't handle living, I wish one of them would kill me before themselves so I wouldn't have to be in a world where they both died the same way and all I could ever do was make it worse for everyone.
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