npub1zh…ggdq0 on Nostr: it's sad having to wake up every day and realize that you share a very traumatic, ...

it's sad having to wake up every day and realize that you share a very traumatic, deeply emotional history with someone but you cannot and will not ever be together.

I have broken record syndrome in this regard.

I need to get out of this place because this is where it all began to trigger those actual truthful feelings about something I'd long suppressed but always knew.

like. I really really need to get out of this place.