The Gaptangle on Nostr: It's tough on days like this when you know a lot of cool thers doing cool things that ...

It's tough on days like this when you know a lot of cool thers doing cool things that initially drew you to them and that you used to do but they can't? do with you anymore. Trying to stay distracted. Trying to be a ther to thers.
like i'm happy they're doing the cool stuff and i don't envy anyone they do get to do the cool stuff with. just, damn, i guess i had a lot of hopes riding on stuff like that that i didn't realize.
*update this was a brain spider