chester on Nostr: I told myself I'd stop putting every bad mental thought out onto the internet years ...

I told myself I'd stop putting every bad mental thought out onto the internet years ago but whatever. I'll probably delete these in the morning

I'm just very lonely and starved of intimacy. I just want someone to love and love me. I've never had a relationship or anything before. I'm a very fragile person and I've been through some shit. I just want to feel safe with someone.