satoroca on Nostr: I often worried about people around me not buying Bitcoin and aswell I was worried ...
I often worried about people around me not buying Bitcoin and aswell I was worried about them buying Bitcoin and outperforming my buys.
I don't have much money or wealth. I'm by far the poorest guy in my family constellation, both my in-laws and my family are all working middle class folk.
My shadow aspect doesn't want them to get too rich for me because I will never be able to catch up. My lighter aspect want all people to buy and have Bitcoin.
Still there is some competitiveness in me.
I want to be king. I want them all to be kings and queens. Yin yang.
So I think...
No one bought any Bitcoin whatsoever.
No one would dare to risk anything on that which they don't understand and coming from the lowest denominator in terms of wealth in the family. They don't listen to me because it would challenge their statu quo.
Then I went silent and said nothing for years. Stayed humble and stacked sats.
And I start to think now that no one in my family will have spare amounts to catch my initial investment and outperform me. Nor they would dare to do so. Nor they are willing to study and understand. Nor they are willing to trust me.
Perhaps Bitcoin is resonantly reaching those weird ones that have a power to cure the crooked world and bring equilibrium. Perhaps we were chosen to create a culture anew, while people live borrowed lives, have loans and think not their own thoughts.
And I'm just accepting all that.
Yin Yang
I don't have much money or wealth. I'm by far the poorest guy in my family constellation, both my in-laws and my family are all working middle class folk.
My shadow aspect doesn't want them to get too rich for me because I will never be able to catch up. My lighter aspect want all people to buy and have Bitcoin.
Still there is some competitiveness in me.
I want to be king. I want them all to be kings and queens. Yin yang.
So I think...
No one bought any Bitcoin whatsoever.
No one would dare to risk anything on that which they don't understand and coming from the lowest denominator in terms of wealth in the family. They don't listen to me because it would challenge their statu quo.
Then I went silent and said nothing for years. Stayed humble and stacked sats.
And I start to think now that no one in my family will have spare amounts to catch my initial investment and outperform me. Nor they would dare to do so. Nor they are willing to study and understand. Nor they are willing to trust me.
Perhaps Bitcoin is resonantly reaching those weird ones that have a power to cure the crooked world and bring equilibrium. Perhaps we were chosen to create a culture anew, while people live borrowed lives, have loans and think not their own thoughts.
And I'm just accepting all that.
Yin Yang