Cato on Nostr: in a bad place again because it feels like my skills are stagnating, i keep doing the ...

in a bad place again because it feels like my skills are stagnating, i keep doing the same stuff, never improving.
people around me are working with new tech, learning new things, i am too exhausted and unmotivated for that. i can and am doing some nice projects, but it's all just regular things. i wanna do innovative things and make stuff people think about. but i lack the creativity and energy... bleh.